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For various and intractable reasons, I am having a miserable day. Like all miserable days, it makes me want to do things that make me feel worse. I don't want the lunch I packed. I don't want lunch at all. Everything I can think of to eat is deeply unattractive. Not eating, of course, is a classic way to improve moods. It's grey and rainy out, and the view from the office windows differs not at all from the view from my cubicle. Might as well stay in. I don't know that I'm managing to convey the depth of my bad mood here, but I'm pretty sure y'all would rather I didn't. Becker is making me crazy, and I'm stumbling through multiple choice questions without actually listening to the lectures, gaming the test prep software (which I suspect is easier to game than the actual test) rather than committing anything to memory.

It's all pretty unpleasant, really. Nothing more to be said.